I do mic checks before recording. This was tonight’s. I was practicing my ‘fuck it let’s be immature and make perverted unfunny jokes’ routine.
I have no idea why I felt the need to share.
I am lost? I can’t really tell. I feel as though I am floating and I can’t express how empty I’ve been for the past few months.
What are my goals? To finish with a satisfactory GPA, to pass my driving test?
I’m in an endless race towards my own death, when will I be able to love and enjoy the life that I have?
I feel that I’m being selfish, given all the comfort that has been given to me. Yet, here I am, questioning the easy and predestined life set out for me.
What if I want something more? What if I want to do something adventurous? But I know I’ll never do that, I don’t have the guts to do them.
When I get bored and fiddle around with Audacity!